I wish I could trust you.

Sometimes I just don't get how people treat their 'friends' as they do. They will use them when they need them, but if I need you that is another story and you are busy. Bit by messy bit I am seeing you all in the light you shine brightest in, it isn't so pretty as you make out. I miss you guys and will continue to miss you until you grow up and see who and what you are. I love you and I am sorry for being so damn blunt. You are rediculous, dumb, blind and led by your pants, you will loose some amazing friends for sweet fuck all and I actually pity you. Wish you knew how I feel, wish I could tell you straight, I love you guys but you are only you once in a blue moon!