Tuesday, 27 December 2011

I wish i could blog you some thing happy to read

You ever get those times when you and your best friend have big news and you let them go first..? Was their news that they were in love with you...? Was yours that you finally found someone lovely that you really like? But it was'nt them?
Its a horrible feeling and you have to quickly think up something else to tell them.
Then you are torn because you can't act on your feelings for the other person because you can't bare to see your best friend hurting =[
One day i think it will all work out lovely, but why does it have to be so annoying and confusing until then???

Friday, 16 December 2011

Happiest girl in the world

He asked me to be his friend, I said no, I told him why I was polite and nice when I said he makes me feel sick and like hanging myself is a sweet escape, I asked him not to talk to me again because it hurts but he did any way.
There are others that do the same. They walk all over you and break you, then expect you to let them do it again.
I think I might write a rule book for my life, so people can see the things that set off the ocd, the things that make me cry, the things that make me angry and they can avoid them. They don't have to but it would make life simple.