Wednesday, 15 February 2012

I wish I could trust you.

Sometimes I just don't get how people treat their 'friends' as they do. They will use them when they need them, but if I need you that is another story and you are busy. Bit by messy bit I am seeing you all in the light you shine brightest in, it isn't so pretty as you make out. I miss you guys and will continue to miss you until you grow up and see who and what you are. I love you and I am sorry for being so damn blunt. You are rediculous, dumb, blind and led by your pants, you will loose some amazing friends for sweet fuck all and I actually pity you. Wish you knew how I feel, wish I could tell you straight, I love you guys but you are only you once in a blue moon!

Saturday, 4 February 2012

I miss you

I miss you more than words can even say and you probably forgot my name
without sarcasm I hope you are happy cause you took mine with you so don't waste it,
I both hate and love you all in one go, and I try to move on but it just won't happen cause my faith led me to you and you left, it went with you.
Please be well and happy for ever.
Please find what I couldn't give you.
I am sorry you left when I could have come with you, you made me the happiest I have ever been, so thank you and share what you have with the world cause it needs it.
I will always love you, and I am sorry.

Wednesday, 1 February 2012

Grow up

Have you people really nothing better to do with your lives than make the lives of others sh*t??
I have been bullied since I was 10, had depression since 7, watched my family go through harder times than people should even know, and still you insist on making little insignificant differences the centre of unwanted attention!
Look at yourself and if you can tell me with honesty that this makes you smile I will let you pass (I won't) but it isn't me or anyone else you are laughing at, it is you, you are that bored and ashamed of yourself that you have found sanctuary in the agony of others. It won't pay off, so enjoy it while it lasts or give up and find peace in real sanctuary!!